Justin Eseller
thetimesofthejust:

Lol fear

You can’t expect me to be fine,
I don’t expect you to care

They call it falling for someone because

The sensation of liking someone feels so good, like if you were falling you feel so free like you dont have a care in the world, but once youre done falling and you finally hit the bottom, it hurts like shit, just like once you get heart broken after liking someone you feel like complete shit. But even though youve fallen youre still alive youre fine but you wish you were just dead but in time you’ll heal you’ll get over it, just like a relationship when it ends youre fine but you feel like shit and just wanna be dead, but in time you’ll get over it.

But then you’ll go falling again and it’ll feel the same, you’ll feel like shit again, and wonder why you keep doing it, even though you’ll know it’ll end badly and then you’ll say youre done, but it wont last youll find yourself falling and landing over and over again, because you dont wanna stop until you get it right, where instead of you landing on youre face, you just keep falling till you finally think you’re never going to hit the bottom, but you’re bound to hit the bottom sometime.

I think im ready

I hit rock bottom, im done trying to pick my self up. Im ready to quit

Dont lie to me to try not to hurt me

Cause you already did

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